Do you know how it feels to be free? :)

It feels like you can breath the air as much as you want, and smile as wide as you can… dancing around like the bird flying to the sky… being in the highest state of mind… perhaps it feels a little bit like being drunk hehehe… but no headache and throwing up at the end.

It’s been a while since I feel so free :). Being free makes me feel so positive, and sleep well at night, wake up early and fresh in the morning, excited to do my works, and happy to meet my friends around… feel so grateful for a new day that has come.

I feel free after I’m able to break the confusion in my mind. Life is about taking a risk, and when we’re in the position of being indecisive, it feels like a trap. For a few years, I was indecisive of certain things. And now, just recently… I finally made up my mind for important things in my life. I’m taking a risk… and now I’m glad I have made my choices, though I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, but I feel free, less burden, and contented inside.

Learn to walk in faith, and believe that the God that I trust is taking me to the right place in His plan. Once I try to put on all my worries to Him, I feel so free… light step… though tomorrow is unknown. Recently I have been learning about making ‘the right decision’, obedience, and faith. It was a struggle… and once I pass it… I feel like flying to the sky, just like a student has passed her examination, and ready to go the next stage :).

When I have to learn to obey on God, and to put faith in Him, it felt so difficult to trust on something I cannot see and I cannot hear. Just once I cross the bridge of faith, everything feels so different. I don’t feel imprisoned by the feeling, my own understanding and thoughts. I feel so free :).

I’m ready to move on, and open myself for new things and new chances… ready to continue my journey alone… and I know… in the next few step in my life, I’ll meet my other half soulmate… :). So now… I want to enjoy every minute that I have with myself, I’m enjoying the solitude moment, having a private time to chat with the God that I believe, having my books with me, traveling to the places that I want to go, being with my lovely friends and family, doing my job, and writing as much as I can :).

Next thing to try… the sky diving, or something similar… I want to fly like a bird :)

I feel so free… :)

Posted: April 4th, 2008 under Sharing.
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