As you were sleeping
The voice of the waves keeps on singing
Like a song that I always long to hear
The sound of the birds and the chipmunks playing on the trees
Made all of it as a great orchestra
It felt like a heaven to my soul

While I watched you sleeping
I wish I can touch your heart
I wish I can heal your pain
I wish I can give you the comfort you need
I wish I can fill your soul with peace and happiness

I pray to God…
To help you in every step you walk
In every corner you have to face
In every intersection you have to turn
To teach you to be able to differentiate the truth

I pray so God touch your life
Heal all the wounded parts
Giving you more wisdom to live
Blessing you with understanding and love
Teaching you the right way to life

Those are the parts that is not my part
Where I can only have faith
That you will be guided to walk in life
Coached to walk the way you should walk
And the only thing I can do is only showing the love
While you’re facing the journey of life
Until you get the meaning of your life

There are words I cannot said
But you will hear it from God
There are things I cannot do
But you will see it from God
There are things to happen
Where you can learn what a true love is all about

One day in the future
You and I will remember
The days we spent together
The chance given to love each other

Hope on the day we remember
We’re on the right track of the journey
Able to cherish the love given
Give thanks for the guidance along the journey

Posted: September 30th, 2008 under Poem.
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These days, I often think about ‘the last supper’. It’s a story in the bible where Jesus had His last supper with all the disciples. It was the last moment before He was captured. It was His last time to be with those He loves, and He served them and taught them what to do in life. The last supper is a precious moment, which should be spent only with those we appreciate as the precious in our life, honoured to be with us for our last supper. As the supper itself, must be something precious in our life.

Back a few months ago… my grandfather had his last supper in the hospital. The last supper he had was his favorite porridge, and he passed away the next morning. It was his last food. And it was his daughter who feed him for his last supper… what a precious moment…

Now I’m thinking… what will be my last supper before I pass this life to another zone. And it’s not only about my last supper… but what have I done before I really pass through the other zone. I’m wondering whether I have spent times wisely or unwisely so far. Well, I know I have spent some good times… but I also know that I have been wasting my times for something. In fact I have been wasting my past few months for something that’s not worth for my life.

As life is like a long road, where we can see many things at the both side of the road… I have been stopping from my journey, for something that tempted me. However I know that thing doesnt give me any good, and it’s just stopping me from moving forward while I need to reach my final goal before I will have my last supper. It’s difficult for me to stand up, start walking to the door, and leave it as it is… now and never turn back the head.

I’m afraid… that when I have my last supper… it’s not the supper that I deserve to have… and not with the person that deserve me… If that’s the case… I have been totally wasting my life.

On my last supper… I should have the best food I really love… and I should enjoy it with the one who loves me dearly… well that’s it… no more illusion… I’m moving… I’m forcing my feet to move along… move… move… never be afraid to lose anything… because I do believe that after my last supper, I will get something precious ever… than anything in this current zone.

Good by past time, good bye present time… I’m moving along, approaching my last supper… to have something precious, and be with someone precious… and not with the illusion.

Posted: September 18th, 2008 under Thoughts.
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