After one whole year I stop publishing my writing in this blog, I’m ready to write again now. The end of 2008 closed by a dream journey – the first trip to Europe with the first time to see and touch the real snow ;). The end of 2009 was closed by doing a reading marathon of several books – just to fulfill my curiosity ;).

The journey of 2009 itself full of a mind struggles to wake up from the illusion that insists to be trusted as a reality. Fighting against the illusion take all of the energy since it hassles the sanity of the mind.

So now I’m back with observing the illusions around me :). I still believe that most people live their lives inside collections of several illusions that is initiated by someone or something at the beginning, and trusted as the normal way of living. The dreams dreamt, the values adopted, the behaviors, the beliefs system, and so on… one way of another influenced by certain types of illusion.

Fighting the illusion is very tiring and uncomfortable. Dare to be different from the beliefs of your surroundings take a lot of efforts and sacrifice in life – I imagine it like the school of salmon which swim against the tide. Sometimes as human, we have to swim against the tide alone – which is more tiring compared if we can swim against the tide together with others, it will take less effort than doing it alone.

What are the real values that we have to adopt in life? And what are the illusions that have been accepted as values that most people have adopt in life?

The questions cause a lot of arguments – and even fights among groups of people ?. And of course that’s the root cause of the war and fights all over the world.

Life is simple isn’t it?

Only the inability to appreciate the differences that create the complicated life – where people don’t enjoy their life journey anymore – and live is just like a war against the different illusions.